It makes me feel a bit... eh(?) about how slow my progress in my transition is. The slow progress may be saving my ass a bit (because to reiterate, transphobic dad + fascist government in general), but it doesn't make me feel any less bad.
I think my facial hair growth is slowing down. I mean, I still have to shave my face every night, but the facial hair isn't as dense compared to last month even.